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What I wanna know is if people without kinks have the same amount of horny as me but just towards more normal things, or if I just have extra horny. Because like, I can be on my bed, not even feeling worked up at all, but think “eh I’d like to come rn” and find the first wav I come across and reach orgasm in like 2 minutes. Whereas if I wanna cum without snz stuff, I gotta kinda be in the mood, and really settle myself into a fantasy, or search and search for porn that actually does it for me - it’s a bit of a process.
So what I wanna know is like, is the latter just the normal vanilla experience of self pleasure? Or can vanillas just like look at people fucking and cum in 2 minutes the way I can listening to someone sneezing
#ik the question isn’t actually this simple#and the real answer is probably that soem can and some can’t#but I just wanna know like is the vanilla part of my sexuality equal to a vanilla’s but with extra horn for snz added on top#or does the horn from snz eat away at the horn pool and make my vanilla horn less potent#plz ik this is not how science works but maybe someone gets what I’m getting at 😭#snz#snz things
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Should I do smth for a follower milestone and if yes what… preferably not a dtiys…
#ik I keep saying I’m almost done w my midterms….#but I mean it this time…#(lies)#it’s hit the point where they throw in an extra exam or essay and just push the midterm back LOL#chatterbox
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I don’t play favorites
#yeyarants#fire emblem#feh#Fire emblem heroes#scáthach#scáthach fe4#actually really proud of this build#damage reduction my best friend#later on this is going to get power crept#it’s okay tho#he survives 80% of the time#let’s go#I’ll take that#appreciate this#everytime new skills appear they’re going to Scá#don’t worry I got an extra Ike and duo sharena#it did not go to waste#ignore meta embrace favorites#yeah I know he doesn’t have the best Spd stats#but I will continue to build him around Spd#I’m still mad about that#everyone else in his family gets Spd meanwhile Scá gets def#another post about my Scá build#better appreciate it#my boy#if only Ike was +10 so Scá would get the extra stats#maybe next time for Ike’s rerun I’ll try to get more merges
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So apparently I’m a failure at Japanese names since WDYM CHUUYA IS THE FIRST NAME???? No but everyone calls everyone by their last names and I was so confused because in literally every other anime I’ve watched they just go by last names so excuse me while I process this information
#Now I’m scared I have everyone’s names wrong in the history of anime#like it’s genuinely plaguing me#rants and comp-lane-ts#ik people usually get this mistake with Dazai being the last name#guess I’m just extra stupid#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs
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I think the thing that bothers me about Star Trek discovery is the theatrics. Everything is almost overly theatrical.
#st discovery#st disco#not that this a bad thing but the acting is just toooo much sometimes#or it’ll be a random ptsd plot that doesn’t feel congruent to the character they’re just adding it in there for extra value#ik this is ironic given that most of Star Trek acting is theatre considering a lot of the cast from every franchise comes from theatre#backgrounds#but there’s only so many times I can be forced to cry idk#I’m really hesitant to engage in discovery criticism so early until I finish the series to objectively give my thoughts#some of those reasons is bc some discovery discourse is blown way out of proportion#and the fact that I’m traumatized from incels in the Star Wars fandom and the rare few in the Star Trek fandom that can’t engage critically#just ughhh
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#(つ﹏⊂) my godchild was in my car for the first time ever & saw my really sun damaged honeygom air freshener I’ve had for years & some other#other honeygom stuff I have in there & fell in love w him ahhh I found out from my best friend they’re obsessed w bears/teddy bears rn#so it makes sense why when I told them honeygom is a bear they got excited & kept saying they wanted s/t honeygom & when I said that sadly#ttg is discontinued they went really quiet poor bud :-( but luckily the air freshener came w an extra one so for Xmas I’m gifting it#to them & im removing my really old one & keeping it safe bc it’s barely visible now ;3; but ik honeygom is going to a good home & will be#loved & my godchild will be so so happy they really fell in love w that air freshener I can’t wait to see their reaction 💕
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#once again getting kinda :/ about ask games and stuff.#listen ik im busy until end of spring so I can’t make linger fic no matter how much I want#longer*#butttt idk I feel like I rb so many ask prompts and it’s like. Dead Quiet.#and part of it is def just me not being able to tap into my ideas fully rn without some coaxing to get my brain whirring properly#but like that doesn’t mean I don’t want to play too#in whatever capacity I can actually spare#idk I’m bad at socializing I think it’s making me extra sad#& looking at this ongoing string of prompts w no replies kinda stings when I see them circulate#hard not to get into a headspace of basing my worth on the comparison yk#I’m also entering my quarterly Mental Emotional Health Crisis Week#so miserably. I Will be less numb and more aware of this than usual. sorry in advance.
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i can’t believe hal didn’t grow up poor, i’m gonna be sick
#I THOUGHT HE WAS ONE OF US#he’s so often homeless and unemployed in his adult life that i forget that his family raised him on military shmoney#i should’ve realized smth was up when he grew up with 2 brothers and they all had their own rooms#unbelievable… and the fact that barry had to be more frugal in his childhood…#not that i think the allen’s were low income they did pretty decently growing up in the suburbs-ish#im just thinking abt his worn down shoes and how he was only allowed to get One comic book at the store#so i’m thinking that they had extra money to spend but not that much#the idea that hal grew up with more money than barry is literally boggling my mind#and ik it’s not the same now as adults but HAL. YOU’RE LITERALLY ALWAYS ASKING BARRY TO SPEND MONEY ON YOU.#making the working class man pay your rent when you’re literally friends with billionaires. unbelievable.#this is all lighthearted and probably 40% headcanon btw#i’m just astounded by the fact#hal jordan#green lantern#barry allen#the flash#dc#danbles
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top surgery consult tomorrow 🙊
#i already have a list of questions and a couple reference photos picked out#and i’m bringing my mom and van so they can be extra eyes & ears because ik i’m gonna be anxious and overwhelmed#but if any of y’all have any additional advice lmk!!!!#izzy.txt
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#starting birth control for the first time for extra protection from 🤰🏾 kinda nervous#hope it doesn’t make it harder to lose weight I’m naturally thick enough as it is#birth control pills*#Ik the research is saying there’s no definite link but idk#if it doesn’t cause weight gain gonna change to the implant so I don’t have to worry about remembering to take it
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I wish I had friends near meeeeeee to distract me from my brainnnnnnnnnn



#need to talk to anyone irl who isn’t related to me or dating my mom or my therapist#anyone else near me please I’m losing my mind#nature isn’t healing me sleeping in a fully dark room all day isn’t healing me how do I magically fix this without having to put any work#into it oh I can’t oh u have to do the work okay how do I do that. therapy once a week. oh. okay. yup.#can I speedrun it? oh no? I can’t. oh damn. okay fine whatever. therapy once a week. AND I HAVE TO ACTUALLY LISTEN AND DO WHAT SHE SAYS. bro#what the hell okay fine#well here I am !!!!! where is the fixing where is the feeling better I feel like all I do is stir up all these touch emotions from every#part of my life at once and then she sends me off to rot for week before I come back and talk again#I just feel like I’m losing it!!!!! and ik it’s extra bad bc birthday countdown is on in my brain and im stressed and i feel like a huge#fuck up that can never be fixed and like I will die having done nothing with my life except weigh other people down and so exhausting and my#brain won’t ever shut up like yes I get it years and years and years of built up shit that I never properly dealt with and still hold blame#for constantly and I feel like I will never be fixed like I CANT be fixed like this is a losing battle and I just am struggling today man#idk what I was saying I just took my morning weed hit to try and relax my back a little and now my brain is like scrambled eggs#which is good that means it’s working#I’m gonna try to take a nap maybe cause I only slept four hours and it was like choppy thru the night and then maybe I’ll go to the lake#later I’ve been feeling the need to be in a body of water recently
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໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა hii!! & happy fresh new wk!! im sending extra love to you today, tmrw & always <33 have the best monday!!
#i have a v busy wk bc this saturday i leave for my vacay!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১#i feel like i still have sm to do!! but i think that’s just bc i’ll be gone a wk & i wanna be EXTRA prepared!!#& all w out over packing ofc ૮៸៸› ‹៸៸ྀིა lmaoxkeke but ik im gonna have a blast!! :3#now i’m off to make that coin despite my rich boyfie protests ꒰。 › ·̮ ‹ 。꒱ hehee!! have the best day & wk loves!! mwah!!#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!
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me + my girl (who’s not my girl) sending tik tok links to each other instead of just following each other <3
#ik it’s special bc it takes an extra step to send a link <3#she do it just for me to see a video she enjoyed#i’m delusional
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“you will see all your favorite people again”

#THEY REALLY ARE MY FAVORITES YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#NO LIKE JUST THAT TINY BIT OF NEE WARNER CONTENT REINVIGORATED ME SO MUCH#NOT EVEN KIDDING LIKE AFTER THAT HAPPENED MY DAY WAS LITERALLY 10x BETTER I WAS FLOATING#made me want to reread soooo bad but i have other things to focus on first and would rather wait until closer to the new release#so everything is fresh in my mind and i’m extra hyped#mine#shatter me series#‘they are ESSENTIAL’ 😁😁😁 yes i know that’s right!#rereading will be sooooo fun shatter me era was one of my favorites of my whole life not joking and i’ve never reread#i’ve def reread ignite me a ton and maybe one or two of the other books but never the whole series#and also it’s been years since i’ve read ANY of it#CLICKER SCENE OH MY GOD I CANT WAIT FOR THAT#and juliette my bb girl I MISS YOU!!! AND KENJI!!!!#and warner stays on top as a love interest their development is sooooo delicious i can’t wait to experience that again#shatter me was such a refreshing read for me bc i didn’t expect to like it and i loved it SO MUCH it’s just a fun read#i know that’s crazy bc juliette’s life is actually super sad and traumatic but the writing style is such easy reading while still being a#compelling and interesting plot. plus reading it was sm fun for me because of the reading threads#it was def one of if not the first reading threads i ever did#and i did it for most if not all of the books#and that alone is entertaining for me but also since the series is so popular i had SO MANY people engaged with my reading journey#that was good times#tempted to reread the threads now but ik there’s a lot i’ve forgotten and i’d rather wait to reread it in the books#but i’m going to have a BLAST going through those threads once i finish rereading the series#need all these gifs to express my feelings#which is appropriate bc i believe shatter me was also when i used multiple reaction memes ON THE DAILY
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I can’t believe people assign Kaveh the yandere trope sometimes like that is SO ooc he literally wouldn’t ?! I mean I personally don’t care if he is or isn’t but canonically speaking bro let his own mother whom he loved so dearly to leave FOR HER SAKE even though he was so hurt by her going … he would not trap somebody like he would probably end up killing himself from guilt like are you serious 😭
#dora daily#☹️#pls why am I making myself so sad in the early morning …#I joke abt me being yandere for him but omg yall i would notttttt 😭#we’re both of too weak of a character to impose ourselves onto someone#the moment I feel like I’m not liked enough no matter if this person is an extra organ to me idc I’m distancing for their sake#this is why it annoys me when ppl say Kaveh would do this Kaveh would do that#HE WOULDNT ?!! like you need to know his personality SUPER well and usually the way to be that knowledgeable is by experiencing it first han#hand* like istg not to sound weird BUT NOBODY GETS HIM LIKE I DO 😭 it’s almost disturbing how similar we are like srsly#from the thesis between him and alhaitham to the fallouts to the all consuming guilt and shame ALL THE TIME#I always feel guilty like at a certain point the fact I existed made me sick with guilt and shame#there’s actually sooo many more similarities that are way more intricate rather than these generic details#my mum would hate his gutsssss btw icl she would be one of those prolific Kaveh haters#honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if she was one of those ppl who say he has stds ….#like ik how my mum would react to him bc she reacts that way to me she mocks me for how I think of other ppl before myself 🫠#not that I think I’m great not at all I promise nobody hates me more than I do myself ☠️#but yeah#POINT IS : kaveh isn’t a yandere and never would be#ty for coming to my ted talk#all these fics abt him killing ur best friend or him locking you imprisoning you in the house#Etc etc … NAH if I wanted somebody like my mum I could literally stay under my mums care forever#but if you wanna know idc if he hypothetically snapped and became a yandere and started acting like my mum ? 🙈 ID HAPPILY OBLIGE !!!#like idm technically being stuck here in this house as much anymore and having everything monitored for me#bc I’m just so miserable abt this condition that I’ve accepted it#at least I’d have him with me 😆👍#perfect victim forreal 😭 LMAO SORRY I’m just coping with how sick / neg this life of mine is ☠️
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it’s kinda fucking wild to have a work schedule that works for you so well, that you can feel yourself getting less stressed and scattered with while having a cleaner apartment and cooking real meals for yourself regularly be taken away from you despite no overall change in personal or company productivity and then you can feel yourself spiraling back out into that more stressed and tired and scattered state
#like ik i’m a little extra overwhelmed rn bc i looked at my calendar for the first time in a sec and realized i have plans pretty much every#weekend between now and the end of the year but like also.#this is a general observation in the two weeks since switching back to the og schedule and i gotta say#i hate it#corn rambles
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